All I remember was slurring words and hyperventilating, and I wasn’t even drinking yet. First came the demonic slurs and then came the hyperventilating and crying deep, guttural cries from depths I was unaware existed. I don’t…or, rather, I didn’t even believe in demonic forces, although I believe whole heartedly in light. I’m not religious […]

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Divine intervention met me between the two coasts, on the edge of reason, sitting on the fence between a paycheck and my wildest dreams come true. Yet, I sat. Am I stupid? No. I’m calculated. I see the biggest picture. Not bigger. Biggest. It takes many steps, one further still and two behind yet. Many […]

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You Needn’t.

You don’t understand. In your misunderstanding, I sought out validation that these people came into my life for my highest good, so please, go ahead – misunderstand me. You needn’t censor me. In your censorship, I found my voice, so please, go ahead – censor me. You needn’t feel apathy toward me. In your apathy, […]

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