Last Call.

Now we’ll never know as we depart without so much as a goodbye. One of the smartest decisions either of us have probably made in quite some time.

A Random Debriefing. Skillfully Lewd & Crude.

Nothing says, “get your inner whore together” like waking up to briefs on your floor from one random man, a random one-night stand on some random Monday a month ago. This particular night, I visited the bar twice. I guess my morning binge wasn’t enough, so I returned at night and met an engineer. Totally…

Aww Shucks, Google! *blushes*

That’s all it took for a psych ward stint, followed by a month of rehab. A Google voice message left on my screen. Yup, simple as that. I was at the bar one day, feeling a bit heavier in my spirit than usual. I was talking to someone, and suddenly a clear message scrolled across…

Drunken Dream Catchers

Medusa’s on the table Dancing on Scarecrow’s brain, While Tin Man’s in the corner mending hearts, As the new girl waits in vain. Paul Bunyan’s on the shelf Sowing his wild oats, As Babe the Blue Ox forges lakes, Where the loons can crack their jokes. Liquored up and saddled in, The characters take their…

Drunken Dream Catchers

Medusa’s on the table Dancing on Scarecrow’s brain, While Tin Man’s in the corner mending his heart, As the new girl before the mirror waits in vain. Paul Bunyan’s on the shelf Sowing his wild oats, As Babe the Blue Ox forges lakes, Where the loons can crack their jokes. Liquored up and saddled in,…

Grounded.

I walked home on the fence last night Between a lie and truth. I didn’t even gracefully walk it, Nor did I sit. In fact, I fell on my hands and knees With the weight of thousands of thoughts Running through my head. I’m bleeding. One more drop And I will jump to either side….

Contagious – The Glow of Happy

Happiness has a glow all its own, it’s radiant and looks good on absolutely everyone. I experimented with a boudoir photoshoot in February for the man who broke my heart. The shots looked good then and to be perfectly honest, I had a blast doing it. It’s worth a shot to try. You kinda of…

Humility & Slack

Okay, so I’ve had a change of heart for my IOP. I really need to practice a lot of humility through this and remind myself that they are indeed the professionals. I may have been an expert at drinking in the past, but I am no expert in recovery. If I had it down, I…