I am not sure when I dropped this idea of a soulmate or life partner. Some may assume that it is out of fear of never finding that someone, or because I was so badly humiliated in my search over the past years, or some would just assume it’s a selfish move. I don’t know….
You searched for her the whole night through. Treasure maps strewn on the floor. X’s where you had gone before. She was standing right in front of you the entire time but you couldn’t recognize your own reflection.